Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I have mixed emotions about my lack of blog posts. I feel terrible for not posting more, but I feel great that this has been such a pleasant pregnancy. I have really felt good until the last few days. I am now starting to bloat and have had a few spells of feeling weak & dizzy. My heart rate yesterday was 105 when I checked, but the nurse I spoke to about it didn't seem too concerned. I felt the same way while out running errands today but didn't check my heart rate.

I had an appt. with the doctor today but after waiting 2 hours and feeling beyond ready for lunch, I decided to just make it a nurse's visit & leave. As soon as I got to the car, I regretted the decision because I had forgotten about a few questions I had. I cried about it for quite awhile. These pregnancy hormones don't make disappointment easy to deal with. I was just sad not to see Dr. O'Nan, who I love, and who is worth waiting on. I had a few questions that the nurse's answered, but it was Dr. O'Nan's opinion I really wanted.

My next appt. is in two weeks. I am ready to be un-pregnant and have this little guy in my arms!